just few hours to go we have to farewell for 2008 and welcome 2009 !
actually what I did for this whole year were not satisfied by myself as I couldn't do well for my past 2 semesters' exam and of course something had happened to my family.
Obviously for me, it doesn't show any sign of good luck throughout the year.
Not a bad thing if 2009 is reaching soon !
Well,not everything was bad and of course there was some memorable moments. At least I get to know her and we become friend.
I'm not acting aggressively in chasing her as everything couldn't be forced. Just let it progress naturally.
Hopefully 2009 is a better year for me and my studies,family and HER !
Stop here and it marks the last post of mine for this 2008.
Bye everyone and 2008 !
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Monday, December 29, 2008
~ T.T ~
Guess what I put 'T.T' as my title ! History repeats itself.
Gave the same expression during my 1st year 2nd semester's result. It was bad.
Still can't get what I mean ?! yeah ! result is released just moments ago.
Bad result again although get some improvements .
but again still feeling disappointed and a bit angry !
honestly, I have no idea for my weird feelings.
am i setting a too high target ?!
I really really thought that I could make it as every subjects I did containing confidences !
But what I get is just not what I'm expecting.
If you ask me about how much efforts i put in for this exam in percentage, I answer your question with a very confident answer ~ 80 % ~
For me, with this 80 % I believe that i could do quite well but obviously fact does show otherwise !
I have no idea what kind of mistakes had i done or perhaps some blunders but it doesn't cause me that much i guess.
friends did console me by saying that 'realize the mistakes you did , then don't repeat it for the coming exam' .
But i really find no mistakes or I should say, no serious mistakes ! but why ? !
finally I come to a conclusion that I'm too stupid ! Only stupid guys find no serious mistakes in such a huge and massive defeat ! So, if I'm not stupid, what else should I describe myself ? !
I have no idea again.
Not going to make any promises as it won't be fulfilled no matter how hard I try.
Don't give any words of motivation as those words are found to be useless on me !
Looks like everything is so sucks now ! Yeah ! it Sucks because a sucking guy is having such a sucking thought with all those sucking situations happen around him.
No mood to blog already !
nitez everyone !
Gave the same expression during my 1st year 2nd semester's result. It was bad.
Still can't get what I mean ?! yeah ! result is released just moments ago.
Bad result again although get some improvements .
but again still feeling disappointed and a bit angry !
honestly, I have no idea for my weird feelings.
am i setting a too high target ?!
I really really thought that I could make it as every subjects I did containing confidences !
But what I get is just not what I'm expecting.
If you ask me about how much efforts i put in for this exam in percentage, I answer your question with a very confident answer ~ 80 % ~
For me, with this 80 % I believe that i could do quite well but obviously fact does show otherwise !
I have no idea what kind of mistakes had i done or perhaps some blunders but it doesn't cause me that much i guess.
friends did console me by saying that 'realize the mistakes you did , then don't repeat it for the coming exam' .
But i really find no mistakes or I should say, no serious mistakes ! but why ? !
finally I come to a conclusion that I'm too stupid ! Only stupid guys find no serious mistakes in such a huge and massive defeat ! So, if I'm not stupid, what else should I describe myself ? !
I have no idea again.
Not going to make any promises as it won't be fulfilled no matter how hard I try.
Don't give any words of motivation as those words are found to be useless on me !
Looks like everything is so sucks now ! Yeah ! it Sucks because a sucking guy is having such a sucking thought with all those sucking situations happen around him.
No mood to blog already !
nitez everyone !
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
~~ All 6 Down ~~
Just finished 2 papers today and it marks the end of my 1st sem also tells me that i start my holiday. Finally gone through the critical period and now no more stress . Going back to my hometown later. My mood now is quite nice as I'm going to enjoy my long-awaited holiday.
Anyway, will be going back to Singapore by 7th Dec because I'm involving in a special project. No choice but have to back earlier. So, I don't think there will be any post when I'm at my hometown.
For those who haven't finished their final exam, good luck and all the best. For those who have finished their exam, Happy Holiday ya !
bye !
Panda,Good Luck and All the Best for your Last paper ! ^^
Anyway, will be going back to Singapore by 7th Dec because I'm involving in a special project. No choice but have to back earlier. So, I don't think there will be any post when I'm at my hometown.
For those who haven't finished their final exam, good luck and all the best. For those who have finished their exam, Happy Holiday ya !
bye !
Panda,Good Luck and All the Best for your Last paper ! ^^
Friday, November 21, 2008
~~ 4 Down , 2 More to Go ~~
woohoo!!! settled thermodynamics this morning... relieved man !
Last night I felt stressed till experiencing insomnia..lolz... now relieved d..
2 more papers left but this afternoon is used to slack anyway..haha...tomorrow only starts the battle again....
it's time to take a short nap and play some games !!!! Bye !
hey,Panda ! I'll try to get the 'lobang' for ur new hp ! Don't worry !
Last night I felt stressed till experiencing insomnia..lolz... now relieved d..
2 more papers left but this afternoon is used to slack anyway..haha...tomorrow only starts the battle again....
it's time to take a short nap and play some games !!!! Bye !
hey,Panda ! I'll try to get the 'lobang' for ur new hp ! Don't worry !
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
~ 3 Down , 3 More to Go ~
Just finished 1 paper this afternoon....3 papers left....this friday's morning got thermodynamics which is 4 AUs... really have to take it serious d...haha...
25th ! 25th ! 25th ! Slowly and steadily approaching you...lolz...
short post today,going to have my dinner now...after that have to settle thermodynamics...
Han,jiayou for your final exam ya...^.^
25th ! 25th ! 25th ! Slowly and steadily approaching you...lolz...
short post today,going to have my dinner now...after that have to settle thermodynamics...
Han,jiayou for your final exam ya...^.^
Monday, November 17, 2008
~ 2 Down , 4 More to go ~
Just settled 1 paper this morning !!!! Argghhh!!!
4 papers remaining which 2 more papers will be settled again by the end of this week !!
25th ! 25th ! 25th !!!! I'm approaching YOU !! lolz~~
Time to have my dinner and jiayou everyone !!
4 papers remaining which 2 more papers will be settled again by the end of this week !!
25th ! 25th ! 25th !!!! I'm approaching YOU !! lolz~~
Time to have my dinner and jiayou everyone !!
Sunday, November 16, 2008
~ 1 Down , 5 More to Go ~
faster reach 25th's 7pm ... my last paper will be ended on 25th's evening... can't wait for it already... 25th's night will be taking bus from singapore going back to my hometown ALORSTAR !! woohoo !!
Well, it's time to sleep d... so good night everyone and good luck to me for my final exam...jiayou jiayou ^.^
I still like you as usual , as long as the feeling still exists then i won't let you go , i miss you,Han ! ^.^
Well, it's time to sleep d... so good night everyone and good luck to me for my final exam...jiayou jiayou ^.^
I still like you as usual , as long as the feeling still exists then i won't let you go , i miss you,Han ! ^.^
Friday, October 10, 2008
~ Come On ~
today i had dinner with HER ... lolz... although we didn't chat much but then i was satisfied with it already... at least i sms her and she still willing to reply my sms and asked me go and take dinner with her friends together... don't expect too much ya TzeXun ! ^^
30++ days to go ! my 1st paper on 12 Nov... Come on ! fully utilize your time , if you don't fight for a better grade then your 3rd year's dream will still remain as an unfulfilled dream..
okla..gonna do my tutorials already...
bye !
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
~emo.ome~
just a few very simple words but that were killing my study mood ~ Sometime I really couldn't do what i was promised ~ said that I want to enjoy it but so easily get affected ~ should be in a relaxing mood to enjoy it but how come i'm so easily breaking the promise just because of few words written by you ~ i'm not sure if you were telling the truth or just joking over there but to me , it did affect me , at least causing me to get emo for 30mins ~i should control myself at least make myself partially immune to you ~
this is what i could do now. no no ! should say the only thing i can TRY to do now.
this is what i could do now. no no ! should say the only thing i can TRY to do now.
~Panda~
nothing much to say here....just want to say...
YOU're so cute !
[YOU know who you're but i'm sure that you won't know this post]
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Stress @_@
Stress !
1st time in my life feels so stressful !
I miss you all , my friends in hometown !
5 more weeks to go ! Go ! Go ! Go !
1st time in my life feels so stressful !
I miss you all , my friends in hometown !
5 more weeks to go ! Go ! Go ! Go !
Friday, October 3, 2008
~Test~
準 到 不 行
心理測驗題目：什麼原因會讓你想哭?
排一下自己最易哭的原因! (1是最容易 , 5是最不容易)
五個選項分別是：
a. 感動
b.傷心
c.痛 ( 是肉體, 不是心靈)
d.生氣
e.擔心/緊張
排好了嗎？準備看答案囉！
請看自己把該選項排在第幾個順位來找解答喔～
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] 感動：不是跟你很熟的人覺得你是 .......
排在第 1 - 一個常常把自己藏起來的人。很有神秘感。不容易接近。
排在第2 - 一個很會關心別人的人。很容易發現身邊有人不開心。不會很容易講錯東西或話題。
排在第 3 - 一個傻傻的人。怪怪的。想做什麼就做什麼。不過很可愛。
排在第4 - 一個不會想﹐老是要人擔心的人。 (特別是長輩)
排在第5 - 一個很聰明﹐很負責任的領導人。對你很尊敬。
] 傷心：跟你很熟的人覺得你是 .......
排在第 1 - 對很多事都要求很高的人。不過有很多時候都太固執。
排在第2 - 可以跟你講道理。黑白之間分辨得很清楚。
排在第3 - 心思很細膩的人。很多時候傷心不會表現出來，不過其實大家都看得出來。
排在第4 - 會先想很多才會做選擇。不想自己給人看扁,自尊可以算是很強的人。
排在第5 - 外剛內柔的人。但其實知道你的內心不是那麼堅強。
] 痛：你想要別人覺得你是 ......
排在第1 - 很需要別人保護的人。
排在第 2 - 不是那麼容易接近的人。
排在第3 - 好人一個。很關心身邊的人。不怕做犧牲的人。
排在第4 - 很聰明 , 不過又不會驕傲的人。
排在第 5 - 很清楚自己想什麼要什麼的人。
] 生氣：你最希望你的情人是......
排在第1 - 跟你很合拍。你跟他想的東西是一樣 , 不用問便知道對方要什麼。
排在第2 -不會很客易發脾氣。要懂得容忍你。外剛內柔。有自己的性格。
排在第 3 - 內心是很可愛的一個人。你猜不到下一步他會做什麼。
排在第4 -很細心。你需要什麼他都有準備。不會因為很少的東西便找你。
排在第 5 - 智慧很重要。可以管得到你的人。而且要講道理。
] 擔心 / 緊張：其實真實的你是 ......
排在第 1 - 一個很怕給別人看到自己是什麼樣的人。不喜歡自己性格的人。
排在第 2 -孤獨的人。很希望可以跟一大堆人在一起。不過很多時候都不知道怎樣跟別人溝通。
排在第 3 -覺得朋友比天還重要的人。很珍惜身邊很多朋友。敢愛敢恨。不過不喜歡的人你就不會去管..
排在第4 -直接的人。很多時候因為這樣的性格跟別人不合。希望有多一點人可以了解你, 特別是你喜歡的人。
排在第5 -不是很清楚自己將來要什麼。不過就很幸運的走過半生。不會對很多東西有要求。最重要是可以開心過每一天 !
2nd post in Chinese since nothing to do before going to bed !
Sunday, September 28, 2008
~An Ever-New Me~
Wow ! Just deleted Dota just now. Said it at the beginning of the semester but then only did it just now. Anyway, feel relieved as i'm not going to play dota anymore for the rest of my 1st semester. It's another new start for me.
After tonight, I'll be more serious in my studies. I was really slacked for the 1st-half semester and i realize that i should spend more time in my revision instead of gaming. Ok ! Making a promise here. Starting from tomorrow onwards,I won't be slacking anymore. Wisely utilizes my time in my studies. Of course I know self-discipline plays an important role and I will try to ensure that it will be applied on me as well. In a nutshell, no more playing till finish my final exam.
Well, my best friend settled his problem recently and I felt proud of the way he handled the problem. but just want to tell him that I'll always be there supporting him no matter what happens. And I'm sure that if you lost something,you will gain something in return. Just maybe you can't realize it. Come on , Dude ! Let's strive for our future together ba !
Another stuff is luckily i didn't reveal my feeling to her or else I really dare not imagine the outcome. Now she still treats me as her friend and I have slowly reduced the number of sms sent to her cellphone. Of course the sms i sent her require no reply and just a very simple encouraged-type sms. No doubt that she is a nice girl and due to this reason,I have decided to invest my time to know her more and let the God decide for me if we are suitable to become couple or not. Don't need to rush what since it has no deadline. lolx. Now we still will encourage each other when chatting via msn,I'm satisfied with it now.
So,in short,almost all the problems that could affect my studies now already solved and it's time to perform my best already. I don't want to give any excuses if finally I get a bad result.
Ok. now It's the time to rest also. Don't try to look down on me because when I mean serious, then I really mean it.
Bye !
After tonight, I'll be more serious in my studies. I was really slacked for the 1st-half semester and i realize that i should spend more time in my revision instead of gaming. Ok ! Making a promise here. Starting from tomorrow onwards,I won't be slacking anymore. Wisely utilizes my time in my studies. Of course I know self-discipline plays an important role and I will try to ensure that it will be applied on me as well. In a nutshell, no more playing till finish my final exam.
Well, my best friend settled his problem recently and I felt proud of the way he handled the problem. but just want to tell him that I'll always be there supporting him no matter what happens. And I'm sure that if you lost something,you will gain something in return. Just maybe you can't realize it. Come on , Dude ! Let's strive for our future together ba !
Another stuff is luckily i didn't reveal my feeling to her or else I really dare not imagine the outcome. Now she still treats me as her friend and I have slowly reduced the number of sms sent to her cellphone. Of course the sms i sent her require no reply and just a very simple encouraged-type sms. No doubt that she is a nice girl and due to this reason,I have decided to invest my time to know her more and let the God decide for me if we are suitable to become couple or not. Don't need to rush what since it has no deadline. lolx. Now we still will encourage each other when chatting via msn,I'm satisfied with it now.
So,in short,almost all the problems that could affect my studies now already solved and it's time to perform my best already. I don't want to give any excuses if finally I get a bad result.
Ok. now It's the time to rest also. Don't try to look down on me because when I mean serious, then I really mean it.
Bye !
Saturday, September 27, 2008
~Nice Thought~
Yeah ! I like these meaningful pictures. It means a lot to me.
Hope you all will like it as well.
bye !
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
~emo~
Once I feel emo,then I feel like blogging.
Actually emo for many reasons. 1st-ly, of course is my studies. All in a mess. Shit ! thought that i could settle down once i get my own room but who knows, still so lazy. Lagging damn behind. The biggest prob is i lost the momentum or motivation. that's what i'm worrying about. hopefully i can slowly regain my form soon la.
2nd-ly,for the girl i like. I think that she slowly feels that i like her but i think it doesn't matter. Prob is would she ignore me after she knew that?! that's my concern. Just like what i told WeiChun,she won't like me because i could feel the impossibility. She is a nice girl who has guys to let her choose and certainly i'm not the lucky guy. What i'm doing is that i just keep supporting her and hopefully she is feeling great everyday. that's all i'm wishing for.
frankly speaking,i really want to tell her that i like her but when i think of the side-effect then i dare not to do that because i rather remain silent than losing a friend.
I have another stupid thought now. i think i'm going to give up because i feel that my sms will cause her feel irritating as well as i msn her. actually it's gonna to be the only effective solution but i admit that it's a bit too cruel to me because i'm reluctant to give up but something keeps disturbing my mind to have such a silly thought. Should i or shouldn't i?
if i should do that, would i feel regret after making the decision? if i shouldn't do that,is it i'm torturing myself still? it seems quite difficult to find a balance between both decisions.
My evil side tells me that i should give up but another side advises me that i shouldn't do that.
tonight is going to be very emo till can't go to bed although i'm very tired now.Sometime i think properly,there is no source for the emo-ness coming from. just feel that it's not feeling well in the heart but you know there's no solution exist.
i know my feeling towards her is true and she is the 3rd girl that i have such a feeling since PT and WX. If i'm not controling myself well,it's gonna to drive me crazy.lol. sound like a serious stuff but i think i could control myself,perhaps.
ok.going to sleep now.
see ya.
Actually emo for many reasons. 1st-ly, of course is my studies. All in a mess. Shit ! thought that i could settle down once i get my own room but who knows, still so lazy. Lagging damn behind. The biggest prob is i lost the momentum or motivation. that's what i'm worrying about. hopefully i can slowly regain my form soon la.
2nd-ly,for the girl i like. I think that she slowly feels that i like her but i think it doesn't matter. Prob is would she ignore me after she knew that?! that's my concern. Just like what i told WeiChun,she won't like me because i could feel the impossibility. She is a nice girl who has guys to let her choose and certainly i'm not the lucky guy. What i'm doing is that i just keep supporting her and hopefully she is feeling great everyday. that's all i'm wishing for.
frankly speaking,i really want to tell her that i like her but when i think of the side-effect then i dare not to do that because i rather remain silent than losing a friend.
I have another stupid thought now. i think i'm going to give up because i feel that my sms will cause her feel irritating as well as i msn her. actually it's gonna to be the only effective solution but i admit that it's a bit too cruel to me because i'm reluctant to give up but something keeps disturbing my mind to have such a silly thought. Should i or shouldn't i?
if i should do that, would i feel regret after making the decision? if i shouldn't do that,is it i'm torturing myself still? it seems quite difficult to find a balance between both decisions.
My evil side tells me that i should give up but another side advises me that i shouldn't do that.
tonight is going to be very emo till can't go to bed although i'm very tired now.Sometime i think properly,there is no source for the emo-ness coming from. just feel that it's not feeling well in the heart but you know there's no solution exist.
i know my feeling towards her is true and she is the 3rd girl that i have such a feeling since PT and WX. If i'm not controling myself well,it's gonna to drive me crazy.lol. sound like a serious stuff but i think i could control myself,perhaps.
ok.going to sleep now.
see ya.
Sunday, August 3, 2008
---Year 2 Semester 1---
Time flies and it's going to start my semester 1. 3 months holiday gone without any sign of hesitation. Going to enter my 2nd year d.
Obviously what i did for my 1st year is not good enough to secure me for a 1st class grade,but 2nd year i swear that i gonna be different. 1st,be more hardworking.2nd,less playing DOTA and the last one which is the most important one is not to waste time doing some irrelevant stuffs. Will be playing more basketball and of course turn up for the outing with juniors.
it's gonna be a tough race for sure. 23aus this semester and 20aus for core subjects. it's a damn heavy workload. So,i'm gonna be serious for every stuffs i'm doing. besides from heavy workload,it's also gonna be more difficult than 1st year. But i think i could cope with it well because my 1st year's poor result has already inspired me to strive for a better performance in my 2nd year. of course i trust my own abilities for going through all the obstacles.
So,for those who are reading this post please kindly give me some words of encouragement so that i can feel that i'm not alone and got you guys supporting me. lolx. my reason seems to be ridiculous.
anyway,it's gonna 3.30am d. So have to sleep now while welcoming for my 2nd year 1st sem.
TzeXun,GoGoGo !!!!
bye !
Obviously what i did for my 1st year is not good enough to secure me for a 1st class grade,but 2nd year i swear that i gonna be different. 1st,be more hardworking.2nd,less playing DOTA and the last one which is the most important one is not to waste time doing some irrelevant stuffs. Will be playing more basketball and of course turn up for the outing with juniors.
it's gonna be a tough race for sure. 23aus this semester and 20aus for core subjects. it's a damn heavy workload. So,i'm gonna be serious for every stuffs i'm doing. besides from heavy workload,it's also gonna be more difficult than 1st year. But i think i could cope with it well because my 1st year's poor result has already inspired me to strive for a better performance in my 2nd year. of course i trust my own abilities for going through all the obstacles.
So,for those who are reading this post please kindly give me some words of encouragement so that i can feel that i'm not alone and got you guys supporting me. lolx. my reason seems to be ridiculous.
anyway,it's gonna 3.30am d. So have to sleep now while welcoming for my 2nd year 1st sem.
TzeXun,GoGoGo !!!!
bye !
Sunday, July 27, 2008
--Not Bad--
finally Freshmen Orientation Camp(FOC) was over. Was very busy and tired till didn't have time to update my blog because i was subcomm programmer so had to prepare stuffs for the FOC.Now only have time to update my blog.Wow !!! Relieved man !!!
actually this time FOC was not bad and no doubt that i had fun with the freshies and of course i did know many MSA friends. It was great for me. Quite satisfied with this time FOC and for sure i didn't regret to join it. I learned a lot from Sean. Thanks a lot ya.
but,won't be so free after that because i have to busy for another upcoming event which is Blitz 2008.I'm the project officer for this event so i suppose this week will be having meetings to discuss on it.
Still haven't got any hall to stay after 2nd round hall allocation. Hopefully 3rd round which is on next week can get hall to stay or else it's quite troublesome to squat at friend's room. God bless ya. lolx.
okla.wanna sleep d. 3.30am now.short post today!
bye!
actually this time FOC was not bad and no doubt that i had fun with the freshies and of course i did know many MSA friends. It was great for me. Quite satisfied with this time FOC and for sure i didn't regret to join it. I learned a lot from Sean. Thanks a lot ya.
but,won't be so free after that because i have to busy for another upcoming event which is Blitz 2008.I'm the project officer for this event so i suppose this week will be having meetings to discuss on it.
Still haven't got any hall to stay after 2nd round hall allocation. Hopefully 3rd round which is on next week can get hall to stay or else it's quite troublesome to squat at friend's room. God bless ya. lolx.
okla.wanna sleep d. 3.30am now.short post today!
bye!
Friday, July 11, 2008
TiRing -.-
Today is quite tiring. Last night slept at 3am and this morning did the orientation stuffs from 730am to 6pm. wow ! almost half day gone. Anyway,many things are done. Thanks to Sean and my partners.
I suppose tonight i'll sleep earlier but don't think i could. Because i have to accompany Kam and Khang going out. So, today is a tiring day.
ok. short post today. tomorrow gonna get more rest for whole day or else sure fall sick.
bye !
I suppose tonight i'll sleep earlier but don't think i could. Because i have to accompany Kam and Khang going out. So, today is a tiring day.
ok. short post today. tomorrow gonna get more rest for whole day or else sure fall sick.
bye !
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
~End of my Special semester~
This morning 1130am Officially marked the end of my special semester. Was sitting for Spanish paper from 9am-1130am but get out of the exam hall at 11am,30minutes earlier than the supposed time.Anyway,the course finally comes to an end.
Now 4pm and after half an hour will depart from campus to Johor Bahru taking my bus back to Kedah. Wow !!! The moment i expect for so long finally reaches. Finally can back to my home, home sweet home !!! lolx...
So,don't think i'll update my blog for the coming weeks because no internet service in my home.
Ohya..i'm fine and have not been troubled by the poor exam result already.
short post today and friends are rushing me to go out now. See ya.
Bye!
Now 4pm and after half an hour will depart from campus to Johor Bahru taking my bus back to Kedah. Wow !!! The moment i expect for so long finally reaches. Finally can back to my home, home sweet home !!! lolx...
So,don't think i'll update my blog for the coming weeks because no internet service in my home.
Ohya..i'm fine and have not been troubled by the poor exam result already.
short post today and friends are rushing me to go out now. See ya.
Bye!
Thursday, June 5, 2008
Fallen T.T
My 1st year 2nd sem result is just released.
Did check it but no mood after that.
ya.My result is like SHIT. Very SHIT.
Everything i expected was turned out to be worse in reality.
i shouldn't expect too much.the more you expect,the more you get depressed.
Really thought that the result will be much better than 1st sem but who knows,more worse than 1st sem.Fuck Off !!!
it was unexpected to me.Frankly speaking,i really can't accept such result. Such bloody bad result.
i'm thinking of whether the grades can reflect one's intelligence.If it can't be,then examination seems to be useless.But obviously,in reality,the society seems to be recognizing it to be used as a great tool to determine one's intelligence.
What making me to be so SAD is that my coursemates mostly of them get 1st class results.And i can't even get closer to the boundary of 1st class standard.i admit that i'm comparing myself with the others.Because i don't think i'm worse than them so perhaps i'm ENVY of others' good results.i know i'm not supposed to think in such way but it really does bother my thought since i know it.
In this situation,normally i would tell myself. Let the Past be the Past.But it seems malfunction to me.i can't even think in a positive way.
I suppose it will be taken up to 1 week in order to totally get rid of the bad feeling.i think i better keep myself calm down now.Very aggressive.perhaps you can feel it through my words.
The best way is NOT to COMPARE myself with the others. Just like Eddy said,result is mine so it is nothing to do with other person. Why do i need to care so much? ! I just passed 2 semesters and i only did badly in 1 semester. There are 6 semesters ahead of me to strive for my future.
I would tell myself to work smarter in next sem.The good thing is i regain my motivation when i know my poor result.i have lost my motivation since finished STPM.
If i can motivate myself to work smarter in the upcoming 6 semesters,i think i can achieve much more than i'm expecting.i think this is the only way to console myself and to calm myself down.
Trying to divert my thought to the positive side.
What i bother is that everytime i'm falling down,i will be standing up myself with a stronger me to face the challenges.
When i'm totally fine,I trust that I'll be back to the 1st class standard very soon.This is the promise to myself.1 failure won't ruin my confidence but will boost it instead.
ok,stop here.
Bye.
Did check it but no mood after that.
ya.My result is like SHIT. Very SHIT.
Everything i expected was turned out to be worse in reality.
i shouldn't expect too much.the more you expect,the more you get depressed.
Really thought that the result will be much better than 1st sem but who knows,more worse than 1st sem.Fuck Off !!!
it was unexpected to me.Frankly speaking,i really can't accept such result. Such bloody bad result.
i'm thinking of whether the grades can reflect one's intelligence.If it can't be,then examination seems to be useless.But obviously,in reality,the society seems to be recognizing it to be used as a great tool to determine one's intelligence.
What making me to be so SAD is that my coursemates mostly of them get 1st class results.And i can't even get closer to the boundary of 1st class standard.i admit that i'm comparing myself with the others.Because i don't think i'm worse than them so perhaps i'm ENVY of others' good results.i know i'm not supposed to think in such way but it really does bother my thought since i know it.
In this situation,normally i would tell myself. Let the Past be the Past.But it seems malfunction to me.i can't even think in a positive way.
I suppose it will be taken up to 1 week in order to totally get rid of the bad feeling.i think i better keep myself calm down now.Very aggressive.perhaps you can feel it through my words.
The best way is NOT to COMPARE myself with the others. Just like Eddy said,result is mine so it is nothing to do with other person. Why do i need to care so much? ! I just passed 2 semesters and i only did badly in 1 semester. There are 6 semesters ahead of me to strive for my future.
I would tell myself to work smarter in next sem.The good thing is i regain my motivation when i know my poor result.i have lost my motivation since finished STPM.
If i can motivate myself to work smarter in the upcoming 6 semesters,i think i can achieve much more than i'm expecting.i think this is the only way to console myself and to calm myself down.
Trying to divert my thought to the positive side.
What i bother is that everytime i'm falling down,i will be standing up myself with a stronger me to face the challenges.
When i'm totally fine,I trust that I'll be back to the 1st class standard very soon.This is the promise to myself.1 failure won't ruin my confidence but will boost it instead.
ok,stop here.
Bye.
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
Blank-Minded
Today just did my spanish oral test and also listening test which constitute 50% of the total score.Anyway,my performance was normal.Luckily I have a very good partner,Faiz,a very great guy indeed.He did help me a lot.Thanks.A bit relax now after finishing my tests.
Anyway,will be doing my stuff of Blitz 2008 project tomorrow.hopefully can complete the proposal and send it to my partners.
Another thing is 5th of June will be a nervous and special date for me,because i will know my year1 sem2 result on that day.i can do nothing but to pray,hopefully good lucks be with me.i have confidence in my result but things are not going to be great if have confidence only.Luck plays a very important role,perhaps only good luck but not bad luck.Keep waiting now while doing my spanish revision.
i will be taking my spanish paper on 11st june from 9-1130am.planning to go back to hometown on the same day as well.
Finally,this weekend will be going to UTM again because MYM want me to meet them before going back to my hometown.So,bring some notes go over there and perhaps can have a short but effective revision.Another purpose is to buy the bus tickets for me and YiSen.Planning to take the express bus back at JohorBahru.
ok.Short post today.Good luck to those who are reading my post and to myself as well.
bye.
Anyway,will be doing my stuff of Blitz 2008 project tomorrow.hopefully can complete the proposal and send it to my partners.
Another thing is 5th of June will be a nervous and special date for me,because i will know my year1 sem2 result on that day.i can do nothing but to pray,hopefully good lucks be with me.i have confidence in my result but things are not going to be great if have confidence only.Luck plays a very important role,perhaps only good luck but not bad luck.Keep waiting now while doing my spanish revision.
i will be taking my spanish paper on 11st june from 9-1130am.planning to go back to hometown on the same day as well.
Finally,this weekend will be going to UTM again because MYM want me to meet them before going back to my hometown.So,bring some notes go over there and perhaps can have a short but effective revision.Another purpose is to buy the bus tickets for me and YiSen.Planning to take the express bus back at JohorBahru.
ok.Short post today.Good luck to those who are reading my post and to myself as well.
bye.
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
S for Shieldtox ^^
Again,a cockroach visited me last night.Of course,i won't let it just visited me like that and i do nothing on it.thinking of why recently got so many cockroaches appear at my room.
see it ? ! it was just beaten by me. this cockroach likes to FLY around which is slightly different from that one in my previous post.
a closer view on it
yea. using insect killer to kill it.
winner & loser .... perhaps killer & victim.....
a closer view of my helper....well...the price tag is still there because just bought it in the evening which cost me $4.20..but it really does help a lot.
looks closer,it's not an ordinary insect killer but a cockroach killer with DETTOL added into it and somemore FREE 15 %...lolx...
yeah!! right now i no longer scare of cockroach because i've SHIELDTOX with me.
stop here.hopefully no more cockroach for me after that.
bye !
see it ? ! it was just beaten by me. this cockroach likes to FLY around which is slightly different from that one in my previous post.
a closer view on it
yea. using insect killer to kill it.
winner & loser .... perhaps killer & victim.....
a closer view of my helper....well...the price tag is still there because just bought it in the evening which cost me $4.20..but it really does help a lot.
looks closer,it's not an ordinary insect killer but a cockroach killer with DETTOL added into it and somemore FREE 15 %...lolx...yeah!! right now i no longer scare of cockroach because i've SHIELDTOX with me.
stop here.hopefully no more cockroach for me after that.
bye !
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
C for cockroach =.="
wondering of why I name my title in that way. You will know why after looking at a few photos.
1st photo,I bet you couldn't know what it's.
here comes 2nd one.still couldn't recognize it right?! maybe some of you can guess it but still not clear.
3rd photo,still not clear enough i guess.
4th photo,i think it's quite obvious.anyway,if really still want to find out more,see the next photos.
5th photo,for unaided eyes,i'm sure you can see it very clearly now.
6th & final photo,walao..so obvious..I bet you know what it's. yup. C for cockroach. Fucking disgusting. This fucking creature spoilt my night.
The incident was happened as follows. I was doing my spanish homework then SUDDENLY something which is moving fell within my sight.OMG!! it was this fucking creature.it was on the floor.i think i was not concentrating enough to do my homework, or else won't notice this creature which was on the floor.What crossing my mind was i can't let it co-exists with me and my roommate,i need to do something.as you can see in the photo,that was a transparent soft plastic which was used to put some biscuits was taken to catch this fucking creature.Of course,with my all-rounded talents in academic & non-academic stuffs,catching a creature isn't a big deal for me.With my perfect timing,Godlike accuracy & light-speed speed,settled it within 10 minutes,i got this creature namely cockroach.
Of course took a few photos before throwing it into toilet.That was all for the incident. lolx.
Stop here.. gonna dota again..
adios(bye in spanish)..
1st photo,I bet you couldn't know what it's.
here comes 2nd one.still couldn't recognize it right?! maybe some of you can guess it but still not clear.
3rd photo,still not clear enough i guess.
4th photo,i think it's quite obvious.anyway,if really still want to find out more,see the next photos.
5th photo,for unaided eyes,i'm sure you can see it very clearly now.
6th & final photo,walao..so obvious..I bet you know what it's. yup. C for cockroach. Fucking disgusting. This fucking creature spoilt my night.The incident was happened as follows. I was doing my spanish homework then SUDDENLY something which is moving fell within my sight.OMG!! it was this fucking creature.it was on the floor.i think i was not concentrating enough to do my homework, or else won't notice this creature which was on the floor.What crossing my mind was i can't let it co-exists with me and my roommate,i need to do something.as you can see in the photo,that was a transparent soft plastic which was used to put some biscuits was taken to catch this fucking creature.Of course,with my all-rounded talents in academic & non-academic stuffs,catching a creature isn't a big deal for me.With my perfect timing,Godlike accuracy & light-speed speed,settled it within 10 minutes,i got this creature namely cockroach.
Of course took a few photos before throwing it into toilet.That was all for the incident. lolx.
Stop here.. gonna dota again..
adios(bye in spanish)..
Sunday, May 25, 2008
Back again !!!!
Don't have the mood to write or post anything recently. Simply don't have mood. Not really know why was it. Till this moment, only regain the form to post something. Perhaps Eddy's & BihGuok's message cause me to post this one. lolx. find the reason a bit ridiculous right?!
Well,as what i said before,taking Spanish during this special term. Was studying Spanish for whole yesterday's afternoon. But today slacked whole day. Even if night i have nothing to do, won't take up Spanish to do revision on it also. Simply don't have mood. Spanish is a unique language. lolx. should say interesting since all the languages are unique,so do Spanish. But got some problems in learning it because it's an intensive course. We've to learn the level 1 spanish in 4 weeks time. Don't you think it's a bit CHALLENGING? lolx. That's why i have to keep repeatedly revising on it. But not today because no mood.
as you can see,this is my Spanish textbook.($30)
yup,this is exercise book for my spanish.($20)
nonetheless,have to get prepared with a spanish dictionary.($3)
these 3 books cost me 53 sing dollars. wow ! going to faint wasted so much $$.
anyway,what i can do right now is to keep working hard on it,making complaint is useless and pointless.
ohya! went out with Chun today. we went to queensway,bugis & simlim square. But bought nothing because have nothing wanna buy. lolx. was leaving around 4 something pm i guess.Chun went back to his sister's house then i went back to my campus. Damn tiring ! Taking a short nap then going for meeting at 7pm. It was dismissed at 9pm. Then i'm slacking till now.
hopefully tomorrow will regain the form to study la or else i'll get into trouble when attending the Spanish class in the coming week. Lagging too behind i guess. Really MUST wake up early to revise it. Whatever la, i do my best, God do the rest.
i'm here to tell MYM sekalian that i'm really desperate to go n meet you guys again in the coming week but i think i can't make it since i really have a very important discussion with my friend about the Spanish class. Maybe the week after that. Will confirm with you guys again.
ok. stop here. wanna sleep already. hopefully tomorrow is a nice day for me and for you who is reading my post as well.
i do believe life has its beauty to let human beings to discover it.
i also do trust that if something's bad happened,there will be something's good out there because everything in this universe has its way to balance itself.
ok.bye!
Well,as what i said before,taking Spanish during this special term. Was studying Spanish for whole yesterday's afternoon. But today slacked whole day. Even if night i have nothing to do, won't take up Spanish to do revision on it also. Simply don't have mood. Spanish is a unique language. lolx. should say interesting since all the languages are unique,so do Spanish. But got some problems in learning it because it's an intensive course. We've to learn the level 1 spanish in 4 weeks time. Don't you think it's a bit CHALLENGING? lolx. That's why i have to keep repeatedly revising on it. But not today because no mood.
as you can see,this is my Spanish textbook.($30)
yup,this is exercise book for my spanish.($20)
nonetheless,have to get prepared with a spanish dictionary.($3)these 3 books cost me 53 sing dollars. wow ! going to faint wasted so much $$.
anyway,what i can do right now is to keep working hard on it,making complaint is useless and pointless.
ohya! went out with Chun today. we went to queensway,bugis & simlim square. But bought nothing because have nothing wanna buy. lolx. was leaving around 4 something pm i guess.Chun went back to his sister's house then i went back to my campus. Damn tiring ! Taking a short nap then going for meeting at 7pm. It was dismissed at 9pm. Then i'm slacking till now.
hopefully tomorrow will regain the form to study la or else i'll get into trouble when attending the Spanish class in the coming week. Lagging too behind i guess. Really MUST wake up early to revise it. Whatever la, i do my best, God do the rest.
i'm here to tell MYM sekalian that i'm really desperate to go n meet you guys again in the coming week but i think i can't make it since i really have a very important discussion with my friend about the Spanish class. Maybe the week after that. Will confirm with you guys again.
ok. stop here. wanna sleep already. hopefully tomorrow is a nice day for me and for you who is reading my post as well.
i do believe life has its beauty to let human beings to discover it.
i also do trust that if something's bad happened,there will be something's good out there because everything in this universe has its way to balance itself.
ok.bye!
Friday, April 25, 2008
~~End of Final Exam = End of My 1st Year in NTU~~
Yeah!Just finished my last paper at 7pm just now. Just like what i wrote in the previous post,to be continued posting after finishing my exam. So,here comes my new post.
Well,will decorate my blog soon after get Eddy to teach me.So,sooner or later will have a 'new' blog.Be patient with it ba. lolx.
Ok.Now say something about my final exam.Well,for the core subjects which are physics2,math2,computing,not really difficult.So,hopefully can get good results again.May the good luck be with me.Actually my U is using so-called Bell curve.The grade is just simply depending on the number of students,for A+,it's the top 5% of the respective subject.So,is quite difficult to get it.Aiming for A is good enough because both also 5.00.Just the A+ sounds more 'highclass'.lolx.If compare to core subjects of last sem,the standard of questions is not that high.But now already submitted all the papers,i can do nothing but pray for it.i believe that i already did my best.So,God do the rest.
Next,move on to electives.i took 2 electives only for this sem which are CM102 & MB107.i have no much comments on these both.But still saying the same thing,hopefully the outcome is what i'm looking for.God bless me ya.
normally i won't post any post from tomorrow onwards till 2nd of May perhaps and maybe longer the period since i will be going to UTM find WeiChun on 2nd of May,spend a few days at UTM.i'm looking forward to that and hopefully have a lot of fun.
25th's evening 7.20pm flight to Penang airport from Johor Senai airport with HuiJung and HongKiat.then my bro goes there fetch me back to Kedah.normally just take around 50minutes can reach destination,much better than taking bus from Johor to Kedah which is taking up 11 hours.can save up to 10 hours,i feel quite pleased with that.
Will be staying at home for 1 week only because i'm going to take special sem in May until mid of June.The subject i will be studying during special term is Spanish.Wow! Sounds great , hopefully i can learn it well.
i think i should stop here because i'm just waiting for ShenWei taking his supper then will continue again to the 2nd round dota,which the 1st round was played from 10-12am.Got 1 month didnt play dota,need practice to get used to it again.
Ok.Stop here.Wish me have a safe journey back to hometown ba. Dota,here i come.
Bye.
Well,will decorate my blog soon after get Eddy to teach me.So,sooner or later will have a 'new' blog.Be patient with it ba. lolx.
Ok.Now say something about my final exam.Well,for the core subjects which are physics2,math2,computing,not really difficult.So,hopefully can get good results again.May the good luck be with me.Actually my U is using so-called Bell curve.The grade is just simply depending on the number of students,for A+,it's the top 5% of the respective subject.So,is quite difficult to get it.Aiming for A is good enough because both also 5.00.Just the A+ sounds more 'highclass'.lolx.If compare to core subjects of last sem,the standard of questions is not that high.But now already submitted all the papers,i can do nothing but pray for it.i believe that i already did my best.So,God do the rest.
Next,move on to electives.i took 2 electives only for this sem which are CM102 & MB107.i have no much comments on these both.But still saying the same thing,hopefully the outcome is what i'm looking for.God bless me ya.
normally i won't post any post from tomorrow onwards till 2nd of May perhaps and maybe longer the period since i will be going to UTM find WeiChun on 2nd of May,spend a few days at UTM.i'm looking forward to that and hopefully have a lot of fun.
25th's evening 7.20pm flight to Penang airport from Johor Senai airport with HuiJung and HongKiat.then my bro goes there fetch me back to Kedah.normally just take around 50minutes can reach destination,much better than taking bus from Johor to Kedah which is taking up 11 hours.can save up to 10 hours,i feel quite pleased with that.
Will be staying at home for 1 week only because i'm going to take special sem in May until mid of June.The subject i will be studying during special term is Spanish.Wow! Sounds great , hopefully i can learn it well.
i think i should stop here because i'm just waiting for ShenWei taking his supper then will continue again to the 2nd round dota,which the 1st round was played from 10-12am.Got 1 month didnt play dota,need practice to get used to it again.
Ok.Stop here.Wish me have a safe journey back to hometown ba. Dota,here i come.
Bye.
Friday, April 11, 2008
Continue on 24th's Night!!!
Ok.Just like what i wrote on the title there.this will be my only post for these few weeks before finishing my exam. exam last on 24th April 7pm.
Recently my condition is SUCKED. Cannot fully concentrate on my revision. Shit ! always wasting my time to surf net or doing some non-academic stuffs. What the hell was i doing. Didn't i promise myself to do better for this final exam ? but what i did is SUCKED. What a Fxxking attitude towards my studies. What i plan to revise , will end up with only 60-70% completed. Shit. 15th is my 1st exam,which is Math 2. still not yet fully prepare it. i'm keep telling myself to change my attitude of studying,but everytime end up with failure. i really don't have the passion to study like HELL just like the others or very focus on what i'm studying just like what i did in form 6. i've changed. i want to do well in exam but don't put enough efforts. i'm dreaming i guess. Hate myself a lot. i know i only can blame myself for not striving. Haiz.. too lazy already.
ok.short post today. if you are reading this post,kindly post some words or comments to encourage me. thanks. looking for miracle if wanna change my condition. but everyday i'm hoping for miracle to happen on me. don't forget wish me GOOD LUCK in my final exam ba. since i have no ability to overcome the obstacles. i need LUCK now.
ok. BYE !
Recently my condition is SUCKED. Cannot fully concentrate on my revision. Shit ! always wasting my time to surf net or doing some non-academic stuffs. What the hell was i doing. Didn't i promise myself to do better for this final exam ? but what i did is SUCKED. What a Fxxking attitude towards my studies. What i plan to revise , will end up with only 60-70% completed. Shit. 15th is my 1st exam,which is Math 2. still not yet fully prepare it. i'm keep telling myself to change my attitude of studying,but everytime end up with failure. i really don't have the passion to study like HELL just like the others or very focus on what i'm studying just like what i did in form 6. i've changed. i want to do well in exam but don't put enough efforts. i'm dreaming i guess. Hate myself a lot. i know i only can blame myself for not striving. Haiz.. too lazy already.
ok.short post today. if you are reading this post,kindly post some words or comments to encourage me. thanks. looking for miracle if wanna change my condition. but everyday i'm hoping for miracle to happen on me. don't forget wish me GOOD LUCK in my final exam ba. since i have no ability to overcome the obstacles. i need LUCK now.
ok. BYE !
Saturday, April 5, 2008
Exam~~~
post again here..b4 i forget..thanks eddy for his suggestions on my blog..will learn from u,eddy...haha
last night hardly can sleep..although was lying on the bed at 11sth pm but then cannot sleep tight...was very tired..weird..tired but cannot sleep..i think only slept for 2-3hrs ba..then woke up at 5am like that..study my final exam..if not mistaken,5sth am did revision till 8sth am morning ba..just doing the tutorial questions but took my lots of time..shit..but then still ok..at least finished electric part of my physics2..after that attending computing lecture which is at 930am on every friday..not dare to skip that lecture because i think it's quite important..fell asleep when reached the end of the lecture..was awaken by the voice of the chit-chatting of the other students...then went to library did some revision..my room is quite hot in the afternoon or evening..so,cannot concentrate on my revision at that particular period of time..actually still not bad the revision in library..although slept in the library for 1 hour more..but still can finish my revision on the 1st 2 tutorials of magnetism..again it's a part of physics2..studying physics whole day...especially magnetism..going to make me insane d..the lecturer is not as good as the previous 1..need to study myself to understand it..tired tired..only less than 2 weeks to go for the physics 2 final exam..but still got 2 chapters hvnt taught..haiz...sad case..which means cannot do revision on that yet if wan to wait for the explanation of the lecturer..too slow la the pace..now i study magnetism till wan vomit liao..feel like becoming a magnet..lolx..
after bc to room..i took a short nap..but who knows..slept till 7sth pm..then yisen sms me wan dinner with them or not..but too tired..just sms reply that i'm not going to join them..continue to sleep after that..nearly 8pm only woke up..then took my bath to refresh myself..then continue work for my preparation..watching lecture recordings of today skipped lecture..again..is physics2..somemore is magnetism again...haha...but tonight not going to spend whole day on it liao..study computing after that..ermm...spent my time on the tutorials.total 11 tutorials..i finished 7 tutorials d..4 to go..actually 2 out of the 4 r important n quite difficult..the rest is easy task...so...might focus on these 2 tutorials on the next day...is quite pleased with my performance today..at least not slacking..but i know i can do better than that..
was motivated by someone's blog..so..suddenly felt stress..i like stress actually..for me..stress=force..force me to push to the limit..force me not to slack anymore..force me to be myself..not stress few days ago..so,quite slacked..but then now i'm different..i'm going to do my very best in my preparation..aim for a breakthrough in my studies..
okla..0345am le..hv to sleep le..
God,pls bless me for not experiencing insomnia later..
bye..
^^
last night hardly can sleep..although was lying on the bed at 11sth pm but then cannot sleep tight...was very tired..weird..tired but cannot sleep..i think only slept for 2-3hrs ba..then woke up at 5am like that..study my final exam..if not mistaken,5sth am did revision till 8sth am morning ba..just doing the tutorial questions but took my lots of time..shit..but then still ok..at least finished electric part of my physics2..after that attending computing lecture which is at 930am on every friday..not dare to skip that lecture because i think it's quite important..fell asleep when reached the end of the lecture..was awaken by the voice of the chit-chatting of the other students...then went to library did some revision..my room is quite hot in the afternoon or evening..so,cannot concentrate on my revision at that particular period of time..actually still not bad the revision in library..although slept in the library for 1 hour more..but still can finish my revision on the 1st 2 tutorials of magnetism..again it's a part of physics2..studying physics whole day...especially magnetism..going to make me insane d..the lecturer is not as good as the previous 1..need to study myself to understand it..tired tired..only less than 2 weeks to go for the physics 2 final exam..but still got 2 chapters hvnt taught..haiz...sad case..which means cannot do revision on that yet if wan to wait for the explanation of the lecturer..too slow la the pace..now i study magnetism till wan vomit liao..feel like becoming a magnet..lolx..
after bc to room..i took a short nap..but who knows..slept till 7sth pm..then yisen sms me wan dinner with them or not..but too tired..just sms reply that i'm not going to join them..continue to sleep after that..nearly 8pm only woke up..then took my bath to refresh myself..then continue work for my preparation..watching lecture recordings of today skipped lecture..again..is physics2..somemore is magnetism again...haha...but tonight not going to spend whole day on it liao..study computing after that..ermm...spent my time on the tutorials.total 11 tutorials..i finished 7 tutorials d..4 to go..actually 2 out of the 4 r important n quite difficult..the rest is easy task...so...might focus on these 2 tutorials on the next day...is quite pleased with my performance today..at least not slacking..but i know i can do better than that..
was motivated by someone's blog..so..suddenly felt stress..i like stress actually..for me..stress=force..force me to push to the limit..force me not to slack anymore..force me to be myself..not stress few days ago..so,quite slacked..but then now i'm different..i'm going to do my very best in my preparation..aim for a breakthrough in my studies..
okla..0345am le..hv to sleep le..
God,pls bless me for not experiencing insomnia later..
bye..
^^
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
0500am now !!!!
wow!!! c my title...yup...it's 0500am..what the hell am i doing wor?! 0500am le still stay awake..ppl don know still think that i'm guard who duty at night..nope..is dawn..haha...
well...just settled 4 sub-chapters under magnetism of my physics2..was turning off my pc when studying..quite worthwhile the revision because it helped alot on my understandings about the concepts that i didnt understand during my lecture..now did understand le..pleased with what i did..oh ya...just finished watching the match between barca n schalke 04 ....barca won 1-0 by the only goal scored by Bojan..didnt watch the full match..but started from 60++ minutes after i successfully connected to the link..what i can say about the match is schalke 04 deserved the defeat..really plenty of chances given to schalke's players..but none of those was made to a goal..Barca's defence line was suck..poor performance from schalke anyway..yup..another match was MU vs Roma..MU was playing away at Italy..i thought Roma can create some havoc to the MU's defence..somemore was playing at home..but who knows..kena 2 goals..Rooney n C.Ronaldo made MU with very high possibilities get into the semi-final..2nd leg will play at Old Trafford..don think Roma will win more than 2 goals..last season kena 7 goals at Old Trafford..nobody is expecting Roma can win this time..well...i feel so as well..
ohya..from 11sth to 1sth was chatting with friends at msn..plan wan to study computing but failed to do it because non-stop chatting with friends n surfing net..in short..i was slacking...lolx..
ya..finally i gave out this link to my 'bestest' friend--WeiChun...don know who is he?! that guy in that display pic..i just think that if my blog wan to be made known..should let him be the 1st ppl to know it..he left a msg at the chatbox there..not bad not bad..haha..asking him tell qiqin,bihguok n eddy as well..not going to make it public but just share with some of my friends at this stage..they r my friends that know in UTM..semua siao kiass..but suit my style..n also nice guys indeed..ermmm..feel very happy when mix with them...yup..that makes me appreciate our friendships...make me feel like wan to go UTM meet them again...haha..if wanna talk about what i did with them..really lots to write..so..wont write it here now..lazy to write so long n somemore feeling sleepy le..530am now..haha...
okla..stop here..post again when i feel wan to post la...lolx..
bye ^^
well...just settled 4 sub-chapters under magnetism of my physics2..was turning off my pc when studying..quite worthwhile the revision because it helped alot on my understandings about the concepts that i didnt understand during my lecture..now did understand le..pleased with what i did..oh ya...just finished watching the match between barca n schalke 04 ....barca won 1-0 by the only goal scored by Bojan..didnt watch the full match..but started from 60++ minutes after i successfully connected to the link..what i can say about the match is schalke 04 deserved the defeat..really plenty of chances given to schalke's players..but none of those was made to a goal..Barca's defence line was suck..poor performance from schalke anyway..yup..another match was MU vs Roma..MU was playing away at Italy..i thought Roma can create some havoc to the MU's defence..somemore was playing at home..but who knows..kena 2 goals..Rooney n C.Ronaldo made MU with very high possibilities get into the semi-final..2nd leg will play at Old Trafford..don think Roma will win more than 2 goals..last season kena 7 goals at Old Trafford..nobody is expecting Roma can win this time..well...i feel so as well..
ohya..from 11sth to 1sth was chatting with friends at msn..plan wan to study computing but failed to do it because non-stop chatting with friends n surfing net..in short..i was slacking...lolx..
ya..finally i gave out this link to my 'bestest' friend--WeiChun...don know who is he?! that guy in that display pic..i just think that if my blog wan to be made known..should let him be the 1st ppl to know it..he left a msg at the chatbox there..not bad not bad..haha..asking him tell qiqin,bihguok n eddy as well..not going to make it public but just share with some of my friends at this stage..they r my friends that know in UTM..semua siao kiass..but suit my style..n also nice guys indeed..ermmm..feel very happy when mix with them...yup..that makes me appreciate our friendships...make me feel like wan to go UTM meet them again...haha..if wanna talk about what i did with them..really lots to write..so..wont write it here now..lazy to write so long n somemore feeling sleepy le..530am now..haha...
okla..stop here..post again when i feel wan to post la...lolx..
bye ^^
Monday, March 31, 2008
Time Wasting
new post again..since nth to do n cannot sleep yet although now already 0150am..LATER 830am still got computing tut..haha..but will wake up at 7 sth am le..which means only can sleep for max 5 hrs i suppose..is maximum..but not really will sleep at 2am also la..
ohya..i feel quite ashamed of my blog leh..because recently i visited cheesiang's blog..quite nice leh his blog..add lots of features inside..but mine just as simple as a blog..haha..yup..a blog..just words that describing my daily or weekly life..no nice pic or what new features also..if wanna compare with cheesiang 1..really far from satisfaction..but then nvm la..my purpose of blogging simply spending my time n write a few words only..nth other than that..so,i think i need not waste my time on 'decorating' my blog..haha..also my blog is weekly type..not daily..not dairy..haha...because i think blogging is quite wasting my time if do it daily..weekly still ok lo..weekly got more things to write what..correct?! lolx..
just now went to take dinner with yisen n hooiling..then after went to stay at yisen's room awhile..ermmm..from 8--->1145pm can be considered 'awhile'? haha..because i get used to it le..everytime go there also stay till nearly 12am..only bc to my room..my roommate already slept le sometimes..what was i doing over there?doing nonsense that's what i can say..alone doing nonsense?! sure not la..with karperng of course..everytime only he will say n do some bo bo stuffs with me..but i did flip through half the computing textbook leh..at least got did some revisions..haha...although not enough but not bad d la...2 weeks to go...i got all my plans now..supposingly i can finish my revisions on 1 week time..then will move on to the revision of past year exam paper..hopefully can stick to my plans la..yup..i believe i can..
okla..short post today..hopefully got free time to post another these few weeks la..as what i had mentioned..LATER 830 computing tut..so,don think will skip it..because sacred of suddenly come out with a CA then i will die if i absent..just in case it happens..
okla..going to sleep le..now 210am..730 must wake up..5 hrs to go..sure not enough sleep le..but who cares..afternoon still can take a nap..haha
really wanna go off le..so..byebye la..
^^
ohya..i feel quite ashamed of my blog leh..because recently i visited cheesiang's blog..quite nice leh his blog..add lots of features inside..but mine just as simple as a blog..haha..yup..a blog..just words that describing my daily or weekly life..no nice pic or what new features also..if wanna compare with cheesiang 1..really far from satisfaction..but then nvm la..my purpose of blogging simply spending my time n write a few words only..nth other than that..so,i think i need not waste my time on 'decorating' my blog..haha..also my blog is weekly type..not daily..not dairy..haha...because i think blogging is quite wasting my time if do it daily..weekly still ok lo..weekly got more things to write what..correct?! lolx..
just now went to take dinner with yisen n hooiling..then after went to stay at yisen's room awhile..ermmm..from 8--->1145pm can be considered 'awhile'? haha..because i get used to it le..everytime go there also stay till nearly 12am..only bc to my room..my roommate already slept le sometimes..what was i doing over there?doing nonsense that's what i can say..alone doing nonsense?! sure not la..with karperng of course..everytime only he will say n do some bo bo stuffs with me..but i did flip through half the computing textbook leh..at least got did some revisions..haha...although not enough but not bad d la...2 weeks to go...i got all my plans now..supposingly i can finish my revisions on 1 week time..then will move on to the revision of past year exam paper..hopefully can stick to my plans la..yup..i believe i can..
okla..short post today..hopefully got free time to post another these few weeks la..as what i had mentioned..LATER 830 computing tut..so,don think will skip it..because sacred of suddenly come out with a CA then i will die if i absent..just in case it happens..
okla..going to sleep le..now 210am..730 must wake up..5 hrs to go..sure not enough sleep le..but who cares..afternoon still can take a nap..haha
really wanna go off le..so..byebye la..
^^
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Hooray!!!
wow!! c my title i guess u already knew that i had settled sth right..yup..i done my business law presentation n eff comm speech.
well...wan to know what was going on? haha...
1st,talk about eff comm speech.. b4 presenting right...i think i can handle the situation when i giving my speech..but who knows..i felt that my mind all blank..cannot think anything else..shit..but luckily..still can speak out the things that i was memorized...but just felt like a robot..yup a robot..sth that following instruction without thinking..i think i was panic that time..haha...shit shit..but luckily i can finish all the things that i wan to present..after finishing that..my friend told me that i seem panic..shit..got such obvious meh?!he said i talk very fast...haha..obviously..that is the symptom of panic..what the hell was i doing..but when i think back..i felt that i'm lucky enough..even if i speak quite fast..but was quite smooth then..didnt stop at the mid or even doing some silly mistakes..luckily..i didnt..
2nd...talk about buz law presentation..yup..i don find it difficult actually..it is better than eff comm speech..just read from the powerpoint slides..that's all..haha..felt no panic..because already experienced the morning's speech..so..just a very simple stuff if compare with that speech...the atmosphere was not as serious as that of eff comm class...so..done it without any mistakes..quite pleased with my performance actually..2 ppl handle 2 questions..every question got 2 parts...haha...we already done our best..performed our best..nth can complain d...but hv to thank the tutor also..she really helped us a lot..because i think our slides were not covering some issues..but she didnt complain on it..but taught us how to handle the question in a better way..thanks a lot..
after doing our presentation,i felt relax..because yisen n i thought that presentation is the most difficult part in this subj...n we hv done it..so...relieved..hahaha...for me right...more relax than yisen..because i just did my eff comm...already cleared a subj..i don like public speaking..but i hv no choice but face it..n now i did it..wow..really pleased...happy..muahaha..the speech might not be the best of the class but it was my quite-best performance(i guess if no panic..can gv my best performance) but anyway la...no matter how the result be..i hv no complaint..the tutor is stingy..(well-known fact)..don wan to take too much time to do preparation..cannot score well also..
ohya..insomnia last few days..guess was caused by the presentations..haha..23rd's night cannot even sleep..i hv broken record...non-exam period can stay awake..didnt sleep for 1 hr also..shit..tell ppl also can scare ppl liao...what a terrible state..i hate it..but luckily..last night finally can sleep tight liao..i think should be no prob liao..no more bloody presentations..so no more insomnia to me..i suppose..
just now played my last dota match for this sem..yup..is LAST..not going to click on the w3l.exe file after all...will send my mouse to yisen there to avoid me from temptation...haha..gonna exam soon..15th april..my 1st subj..math2..which means only 2more weeks to go..hv to really prepare for my final d..last sem was too lucky..can get such a result..this sem really has to strive...i believe that luck is not always be with me..occasionally perhaps..but this time really needs to depend on my initiative in studies..depends no luck..besides my last dota match...also my last slacking day as well..haha..going to serious liao..
okla..it's time to go off..wanna sleep le..
wish me good luck for my preparation of final exam ba...ermmm..i wish myself good luck 1st..haha...
bye...^^
well...wan to know what was going on? haha...
1st,talk about eff comm speech.. b4 presenting right...i think i can handle the situation when i giving my speech..but who knows..i felt that my mind all blank..cannot think anything else..shit..but luckily..still can speak out the things that i was memorized...but just felt like a robot..yup a robot..sth that following instruction without thinking..i think i was panic that time..haha...shit shit..but luckily i can finish all the things that i wan to present..after finishing that..my friend told me that i seem panic..shit..got such obvious meh?!he said i talk very fast...haha..obviously..that is the symptom of panic..what the hell was i doing..but when i think back..i felt that i'm lucky enough..even if i speak quite fast..but was quite smooth then..didnt stop at the mid or even doing some silly mistakes..luckily..i didnt..
2nd...talk about buz law presentation..yup..i don find it difficult actually..it is better than eff comm speech..just read from the powerpoint slides..that's all..haha..felt no panic..because already experienced the morning's speech..so..just a very simple stuff if compare with that speech...the atmosphere was not as serious as that of eff comm class...so..done it without any mistakes..quite pleased with my performance actually..2 ppl handle 2 questions..every question got 2 parts...haha...we already done our best..performed our best..nth can complain d...but hv to thank the tutor also..she really helped us a lot..because i think our slides were not covering some issues..but she didnt complain on it..but taught us how to handle the question in a better way..thanks a lot..
after doing our presentation,i felt relax..because yisen n i thought that presentation is the most difficult part in this subj...n we hv done it..so...relieved..hahaha...for me right...more relax than yisen..because i just did my eff comm...already cleared a subj..i don like public speaking..but i hv no choice but face it..n now i did it..wow..really pleased...happy..muahaha..the speech might not be the best of the class but it was my quite-best performance(i guess if no panic..can gv my best performance) but anyway la...no matter how the result be..i hv no complaint..the tutor is stingy..(well-known fact)..don wan to take too much time to do preparation..cannot score well also..
ohya..insomnia last few days..guess was caused by the presentations..haha..23rd's night cannot even sleep..i hv broken record...non-exam period can stay awake..didnt sleep for 1 hr also..shit..tell ppl also can scare ppl liao...what a terrible state..i hate it..but luckily..last night finally can sleep tight liao..i think should be no prob liao..no more bloody presentations..so no more insomnia to me..i suppose..
just now played my last dota match for this sem..yup..is LAST..not going to click on the w3l.exe file after all...will send my mouse to yisen there to avoid me from temptation...haha..gonna exam soon..15th april..my 1st subj..math2..which means only 2more weeks to go..hv to really prepare for my final d..last sem was too lucky..can get such a result..this sem really has to strive...i believe that luck is not always be with me..occasionally perhaps..but this time really needs to depend on my initiative in studies..depends no luck..besides my last dota match...also my last slacking day as well..haha..going to serious liao..
okla..it's time to go off..wanna sleep le..
wish me good luck for my preparation of final exam ba...ermmm..i wish myself good luck 1st..haha...
bye...^^
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
dull life
it's quite a long time didnt post anything..
well..since nth to do now..so..just write a few words..
recently i'm quite slacked...why i say so?!because play a lot..really..believe me..night dota..morning sleep till quite late if don hv early class..evening taking nap..shit..what kind of life is it?! really doing nth...final exam is around the corner..really cannot so slacked le..must do sth to get rid of it..
actually since i wrote the 1st post..i quite lazy to post the 2nd or 3rd 1...haha..suddenly feel that don hv the mood to post anything..until this moment..because really wan to write sth to spend my time..330am...i still have slept..shit...insomnia i guess..but anyway..tmr don hv early lesson..so..don care la..even got early lesson..also wont mind so much lo..since i already skipped my math n computing tutorial class twice le..because of too tired..don wan to attend it..830am lo..what the hell..wan a ppl sleep at 3sth to 4 wake up at 7sth..last few weeks i hv no prob to sleep so few hours..but recently cannot stand it anymore..really need more rest..otherwise suffer a lot..now still searching the reasons that why suddenly cannot wake up early..ermmm..i already think for so many days..seem that the most possible reason is that i didnt play dota recently...but playing tower defence..n obviously..it makes me feel more n more tired..shouldnt play it again..should change back to dota..haha..what a ridiculous reason..but really can find no reason le..
perhaps like my friends told me..sleep earlier is better...then sure can wake up earlier..but i cannot sleep earlier lo..don know why..shit.. insomnia as what i said..haha...
ohya..next week still got business law presentation n eff comm prepared speech..damn hate to do presentation..but no choice la..try my best to do it ba..especially business law..the questions are damn long..but not difficult la..the prob is only i n yisen doing that..shit..2 ppl only..hv to complete such a long question..but nvm..yisen already did half of it..so..now don feel anxiety le..eff comm ya..this bloody shit subj..really useless la..what a course that make students waste their time..shit shit..teach all the useless stuffs..don know what is the usage also..wan to be effective in communicating to someone..i think it really needs skills...but not taught by someone lo..it's depending on our own experiences to do it...how can u teach someone to communicate effectively with others ?! sound weird...maybe it's true also for some ppl..but certainly not for me lo..useless for me..wasting my time.. ohya.. 1 day i hv to do 2 presentations..shit shit..morning for eff comm speech..evening for business law presentation..oh my God..hopefully God bless me la..gv me the strength to go through all...the smoother..the better..haha..
okla..stop here...345am le..wanna sleep le...
byebye...
well..since nth to do now..so..just write a few words..
recently i'm quite slacked...why i say so?!because play a lot..really..believe me..night dota..morning sleep till quite late if don hv early class..evening taking nap..shit..what kind of life is it?! really doing nth...final exam is around the corner..really cannot so slacked le..must do sth to get rid of it..
actually since i wrote the 1st post..i quite lazy to post the 2nd or 3rd 1...haha..suddenly feel that don hv the mood to post anything..until this moment..because really wan to write sth to spend my time..330am...i still have slept..shit...insomnia i guess..but anyway..tmr don hv early lesson..so..don care la..even got early lesson..also wont mind so much lo..since i already skipped my math n computing tutorial class twice le..because of too tired..don wan to attend it..830am lo..what the hell..wan a ppl sleep at 3sth to 4 wake up at 7sth..last few weeks i hv no prob to sleep so few hours..but recently cannot stand it anymore..really need more rest..otherwise suffer a lot..now still searching the reasons that why suddenly cannot wake up early..ermmm..i already think for so many days..seem that the most possible reason is that i didnt play dota recently...but playing tower defence..n obviously..it makes me feel more n more tired..shouldnt play it again..should change back to dota..haha..what a ridiculous reason..but really can find no reason le..
perhaps like my friends told me..sleep earlier is better...then sure can wake up earlier..but i cannot sleep earlier lo..don know why..shit.. insomnia as what i said..haha...
ohya..next week still got business law presentation n eff comm prepared speech..damn hate to do presentation..but no choice la..try my best to do it ba..especially business law..the questions are damn long..but not difficult la..the prob is only i n yisen doing that..shit..2 ppl only..hv to complete such a long question..but nvm..yisen already did half of it..so..now don feel anxiety le..eff comm ya..this bloody shit subj..really useless la..what a course that make students waste their time..shit shit..teach all the useless stuffs..don know what is the usage also..wan to be effective in communicating to someone..i think it really needs skills...but not taught by someone lo..it's depending on our own experiences to do it...how can u teach someone to communicate effectively with others ?! sound weird...maybe it's true also for some ppl..but certainly not for me lo..useless for me..wasting my time.. ohya.. 1 day i hv to do 2 presentations..shit shit..morning for eff comm speech..evening for business law presentation..oh my God..hopefully God bless me la..gv me the strength to go through all...the smoother..the better..haha..
okla..stop here...345am le..wanna sleep le...
byebye...
Wednesday, March 5, 2008
my very 1st blog
Actually i feel quite weird to have my own blog,because i never thought to have mine.
actually what leads me to create my own blog is that i want to express what i think and what i feel in words.from what i know about myself(sounds weird!!),i like to keep everything to myself,rarely share my happiness or sadness with friends or family members.but don know why recently i think that i need to express my own feelings or opinions in words,blogging is the most suitable way to do so.i think blogging could distress sometimes,at least to my case, i suddenly feel that don like to keep everything in my mind and like to share some of those via blogging.i think i will feel more relieved if i write it here instead of keeping in my tiring mind.okla.430am now.it's time to stop.my very 1st blog in my life is posted.hopefully will have time to do update.see ya.bye.
actually what leads me to create my own blog is that i want to express what i think and what i feel in words.from what i know about myself(sounds weird!!),i like to keep everything to myself,rarely share my happiness or sadness with friends or family members.but don know why recently i think that i need to express my own feelings or opinions in words,blogging is the most suitable way to do so.i think blogging could distress sometimes,at least to my case, i suddenly feel that don like to keep everything in my mind and like to share some of those via blogging.i think i will feel more relieved if i write it here instead of keeping in my tiring mind.okla.430am now.it's time to stop.my very 1st blog in my life is posted.hopefully will have time to do update.see ya.bye.
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