Monday, March 31, 2008

Time Wasting

new post again..since nth to do n cannot sleep yet although now already 0150am..LATER 830am still got computing tut..haha..but will wake up at 7 sth am le..which means only can sleep for max 5 hrs i suppose..is maximum..but not really will sleep at 2am also la..
ohya..i feel quite ashamed of my blog leh..because recently i visited cheesiang's blog..quite nice leh his blog..add lots of features inside..but mine just as simple as a blog..haha..yup..a blog..just words that describing my daily or weekly life..no nice pic or what new features also..if wanna compare with cheesiang 1..really far from satisfaction..but then nvm la..my purpose of blogging simply spending my time n write a few words only..nth other than that..so,i think i need not waste my time on 'decorating' my blog..haha..also my blog is weekly type..not daily..not dairy..haha...because i think blogging is quite wasting my time if do it daily..weekly still ok lo..weekly got more things to write what..correct?! lolx..
just now went to take dinner with yisen n hooiling..then after went to stay at yisen's room awhile..ermmm..from 8--->1145pm can be considered 'awhile'? haha..because i get used to it le..everytime go there also stay till nearly 12am..only bc to my room..my roommate already slept le sometimes..what was i doing over there?doing nonsense that's what i can say..alone doing nonsense?! sure not la..with karperng of course..everytime only he will say n do some bo bo stuffs with me..but i did flip through half the computing textbook leh..at least got did some revisions..haha...although not enough but not bad d la...2 weeks to go...i got all my plans now..supposingly i can finish my revisions on 1 week time..then will move on to the revision of past year exam paper..hopefully can stick to my plans la..yup..i believe i can..
okla..short post today..hopefully got free time to post another these few weeks la..as what i had mentioned..LATER 830 computing tut..so,don think will skip it..because sacred of suddenly come out with a CA then i will die if i absent..just in case it happens..
okla..going to sleep le..now 210am..730 must wake up..5 hrs to go..sure not enough sleep le..but who cares..afternoon still can take a nap..haha
really wanna go off le..so..byebye la..
^^

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Hooray!!!

wow!! c my title i guess u already knew that i had settled sth right..yup..i done my business law presentation n eff comm speech.
well...wan to know what was going on? haha...
1st,talk about eff comm speech.. b4 presenting right...i think i can handle the situation when i giving my speech..but who knows..i felt that my mind all blank..cannot think anything else..shit..but luckily..still can speak out the things that i was memorized...but just felt like a robot..yup a robot..sth that following instruction without thinking..i think i was panic that time..haha...shit shit..but luckily i can finish all the things that i wan to present..after finishing that..my friend told me that i seem panic..shit..got such obvious meh?!he said i talk very fast...haha..obviously..that is the symptom of panic..what the hell was i doing..but when i think back..i felt that i'm lucky enough..even if i speak quite fast..but was quite smooth then..didnt stop at the mid or even doing some silly mistakes..luckily..i didnt..
2nd...talk about buz law presentation..yup..i don find it difficult actually..it is better than eff comm speech..just read from the powerpoint slides..that's all..haha..felt no panic..because already experienced the morning's speech..so..just a very simple stuff if compare with that speech...the atmosphere was not as serious as that of eff comm class...so..done it without any mistakes..quite pleased with my performance actually..2 ppl handle 2 questions..every question got 2 parts...haha...we already done our best..performed our best..nth can complain d...but hv to thank the tutor also..she really helped us a lot..because i think our slides were not covering some issues..but she didnt complain on it..but taught us how to handle the question in a better way..thanks a lot..
after doing our presentation,i felt relax..because yisen n i thought that presentation is the most difficult part in this subj...n we hv done it..so...relieved..hahaha...for me right...more relax than yisen..because i just did my eff comm...already cleared a subj..i don like public speaking..but i hv no choice but face it..n now i did it..wow..really pleased...happy..muahaha..the speech might not be the best of the class but it was my quite-best performance(i guess if no panic..can gv my best performance) but anyway la...no matter how the result be..i hv no complaint..the tutor is stingy..(well-known fact)..don wan to take too much time to do preparation..cannot score well also..
ohya..insomnia last few days..guess was caused by the presentations..haha..23rd's night cannot even sleep..i hv broken record...non-exam period can stay awake..didnt sleep for 1 hr also..shit..tell ppl also can scare ppl liao...what a terrible state..i hate it..but luckily..last night finally can sleep tight liao..i think should be no prob liao..no more bloody presentations..so no more insomnia to me..i suppose..
just now played my last dota match for this sem..yup..is LAST..not going to click on the w3l.exe file after all...will send my mouse to yisen there to avoid me from temptation...haha..gonna exam soon..15th april..my 1st subj..math2..which means only 2more weeks to go..hv to really prepare for my final d..last sem was too lucky..can get such a result..this sem really has to strive...i believe that luck is not always be with me..occasionally perhaps..but this time really needs to depend on my initiative in studies..depends no luck..besides my last dota match...also my last slacking day as well..haha..going to serious liao..
okla..it's time to go off..wanna sleep le..
wish me good luck for my preparation of final exam ba...ermmm..i wish myself good luck 1st..haha...
bye...^^

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

dull life

it's quite a long time didnt post anything..
well..since nth to do now..so..just write a few words..
recently i'm quite slacked...why i say so?!because play a lot..really..believe me..night dota..morning sleep till quite late if don hv early class..evening taking nap..shit..what kind of life is it?! really doing nth...final exam is around the corner..really cannot so slacked le..must do sth to get rid of it..
actually since i wrote the 1st post..i quite lazy to post the 2nd or 3rd 1...haha..suddenly feel that don hv the mood to post anything..until this moment..because really wan to write sth to spend my time..330am...i still have slept..shit...insomnia i guess..but anyway..tmr don hv early lesson..so..don care la..even got early lesson..also wont mind so much lo..since i already skipped my math n computing tutorial class twice le..because of too tired..don wan to attend it..830am lo..what the hell..wan a ppl sleep at 3sth to 4 wake up at 7sth..last few weeks i hv no prob to sleep so few hours..but recently cannot stand it anymore..really need more rest..otherwise suffer a lot..now still searching the reasons that why suddenly cannot wake up early..ermmm..i already think for so many days..seem that the most possible reason is that i didnt play dota recently...but playing tower defence..n obviously..it makes me feel more n more tired..shouldnt play it again..should change back to dota..haha..what a ridiculous reason..but really can find no reason le..
perhaps like my friends told me..sleep earlier is better...then sure can wake up earlier..but i cannot sleep earlier lo..don know why..shit.. insomnia as what i said..haha...
ohya..next week still got business law presentation n eff comm prepared speech..damn hate to do presentation..but no choice la..try my best to do it ba..especially business law..the questions are damn long..but not difficult la..the prob is only i n yisen doing that..shit..2 ppl only..hv to complete such a long question..but nvm..yisen already did half of it..so..now don feel anxiety le..eff comm ya..this bloody shit subj..really useless la..what a course that make students waste their time..shit shit..teach all the useless stuffs..don know what is the usage also..wan to be effective in communicating to someone..i think it really needs skills...but not taught by someone lo..it's depending on our own experiences to do it...how can u teach someone to communicate effectively with others ?! sound weird...maybe it's true also for some ppl..but certainly not for me lo..useless for me..wasting my time.. ohya.. 1 day i hv to do 2 presentations..shit shit..morning for eff comm speech..evening for business law presentation..oh my God..hopefully God bless me la..gv me the strength to go through all...the smoother..the better..haha..
okla..stop here...345am le..wanna sleep le...
byebye...

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

my very 1st blog

Actually i feel quite weird to have my own blog,because i never thought to have mine.
actually what leads me to create my own blog is that i want to express what i think and what i feel in words.from what i know about myself(sounds weird!!),i like to keep everything to myself,rarely share my happiness or sadness with friends or family members.but don know why recently i think that i need to express my own feelings or opinions in words,blogging is the most suitable way to do so.i think blogging could distress sometimes,at least to my case, i suddenly feel that don like to keep everything in my mind and like to share some of those via blogging.i think i will feel more relieved if i write it here instead of keeping in my tiring mind.okla.430am now.it's time to stop.my very 1st blog in my life is posted.hopefully will have time to do update.see ya.bye.