~ Say BYE to 2008 ~

just few hours to go we have to farewell for 2008 and welcome 2009 !
actually what I did for this whole year were not satisfied by myself as I couldn't do well for my past 2 semesters' exam and of course something had happened to my family.
Obviously for me, it doesn't show any sign of good luck throughout the year.
Not a bad thing if 2009 is reaching soon !
Well,not everything was bad and of course there was some memorable moments. At least I get to know her and we become friend.
I'm not acting aggressively in chasing her as everything couldn't be forced. Just let it progress naturally.
Hopefully 2009 is a better year for me and my studies,family and HER !
Stop here and it marks the last post of mine for this 2008.
Bye everyone and 2008 !

~ T.T ~

Guess what I put 'T.T' as my title ! History repeats itself.
Gave the same expression during my 1st year 2nd semester's result. It was bad.
Still can't get what I mean ?! yeah ! result is released just moments ago.
Bad result again although get some improvements .
but again still feeling disappointed and a bit angry !
honestly, I have no idea for my weird feelings.
am i setting a too high target ?!
I really really thought that I could make it as every subjects I did containing confidences !
But what I get is just not what I'm expecting.
If you ask me about how much efforts i put in for this exam in percentage, I answer your question with a very confident answer ~ 80 % ~
For me, with this 80 % I believe that i could do quite well but obviously fact does show otherwise !
I have no idea what kind of mistakes had i done or perhaps some blunders but it doesn't cause me that much i guess.
friends did console me by saying that 'realize the mistakes you did , then don't repeat it for the coming exam' .
But i really find no mistakes or I should say, no serious mistakes ! but why ? !
finally I come to a conclusion that I'm too stupid ! Only stupid guys find no serious mistakes in such a huge and massive defeat ! So, if I'm not stupid, what else should I describe myself ? !
I have no idea again.
Not going to make any promises as it won't be fulfilled no matter how hard I try.
Don't give any words of motivation as those words are found to be useless on me !
Looks like everything is so sucks now ! Yeah ! it Sucks because a sucking guy is having such a sucking thought with all those sucking situations happen around him.
No mood to blog already !
nitez everyone !