This morning 1130am Officially marked the end of my special semester. Was sitting for Spanish paper from 9am-1130am but get out of the exam hall at 11am,30minutes earlier than the supposed time.Anyway,the course finally comes to an end.
Now 4pm and after half an hour will depart from campus to Johor Bahru taking my bus back to Kedah. Wow !!! The moment i expect for so long finally reaches. Finally can back to my home, home sweet home !!! lolx...
So,don't think i'll update my blog for the coming weeks because no internet service in my home.
Ohya..i'm fine and have not been troubled by the poor exam result already.
short post today and friends are rushing me to go out now. See ya.
Bye!
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Thursday, June 5, 2008
Fallen T.T
My 1st year 2nd sem result is just released.
Did check it but no mood after that.
ya.My result is like SHIT. Very SHIT.
Everything i expected was turned out to be worse in reality.
i shouldn't expect too much.the more you expect,the more you get depressed.
Really thought that the result will be much better than 1st sem but who knows,more worse than 1st sem.Fuck Off !!!
it was unexpected to me.Frankly speaking,i really can't accept such result. Such bloody bad result.
i'm thinking of whether the grades can reflect one's intelligence.If it can't be,then examination seems to be useless.But obviously,in reality,the society seems to be recognizing it to be used as a great tool to determine one's intelligence.
What making me to be so SAD is that my coursemates mostly of them get 1st class results.And i can't even get closer to the boundary of 1st class standard.i admit that i'm comparing myself with the others.Because i don't think i'm worse than them so perhaps i'm ENVY of others' good results.i know i'm not supposed to think in such way but it really does bother my thought since i know it.
In this situation,normally i would tell myself. Let the Past be the Past.But it seems malfunction to me.i can't even think in a positive way.
I suppose it will be taken up to 1 week in order to totally get rid of the bad feeling.i think i better keep myself calm down now.Very aggressive.perhaps you can feel it through my words.
The best way is NOT to COMPARE myself with the others. Just like Eddy said,result is mine so it is nothing to do with other person. Why do i need to care so much? ! I just passed 2 semesters and i only did badly in 1 semester. There are 6 semesters ahead of me to strive for my future.
I would tell myself to work smarter in next sem.The good thing is i regain my motivation when i know my poor result.i have lost my motivation since finished STPM.
If i can motivate myself to work smarter in the upcoming 6 semesters,i think i can achieve much more than i'm expecting.i think this is the only way to console myself and to calm myself down.
Trying to divert my thought to the positive side.
What i bother is that everytime i'm falling down,i will be standing up myself with a stronger me to face the challenges.
When i'm totally fine,I trust that I'll be back to the 1st class standard very soon.This is the promise to myself.1 failure won't ruin my confidence but will boost it instead.
ok,stop here.
Bye.
Did check it but no mood after that.
ya.My result is like SHIT. Very SHIT.
Everything i expected was turned out to be worse in reality.
i shouldn't expect too much.the more you expect,the more you get depressed.
Really thought that the result will be much better than 1st sem but who knows,more worse than 1st sem.Fuck Off !!!
it was unexpected to me.Frankly speaking,i really can't accept such result. Such bloody bad result.
i'm thinking of whether the grades can reflect one's intelligence.If it can't be,then examination seems to be useless.But obviously,in reality,the society seems to be recognizing it to be used as a great tool to determine one's intelligence.
What making me to be so SAD is that my coursemates mostly of them get 1st class results.And i can't even get closer to the boundary of 1st class standard.i admit that i'm comparing myself with the others.Because i don't think i'm worse than them so perhaps i'm ENVY of others' good results.i know i'm not supposed to think in such way but it really does bother my thought since i know it.
In this situation,normally i would tell myself. Let the Past be the Past.But it seems malfunction to me.i can't even think in a positive way.
I suppose it will be taken up to 1 week in order to totally get rid of the bad feeling.i think i better keep myself calm down now.Very aggressive.perhaps you can feel it through my words.
The best way is NOT to COMPARE myself with the others. Just like Eddy said,result is mine so it is nothing to do with other person. Why do i need to care so much? ! I just passed 2 semesters and i only did badly in 1 semester. There are 6 semesters ahead of me to strive for my future.
I would tell myself to work smarter in next sem.The good thing is i regain my motivation when i know my poor result.i have lost my motivation since finished STPM.
If i can motivate myself to work smarter in the upcoming 6 semesters,i think i can achieve much more than i'm expecting.i think this is the only way to console myself and to calm myself down.
Trying to divert my thought to the positive side.
What i bother is that everytime i'm falling down,i will be standing up myself with a stronger me to face the challenges.
When i'm totally fine,I trust that I'll be back to the 1st class standard very soon.This is the promise to myself.1 failure won't ruin my confidence but will boost it instead.
ok,stop here.
Bye.
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
Blank-Minded
Today just did my spanish oral test and also listening test which constitute 50% of the total score.Anyway,my performance was normal.Luckily I have a very good partner,Faiz,a very great guy indeed.He did help me a lot.Thanks.A bit relax now after finishing my tests.
Anyway,will be doing my stuff of Blitz 2008 project tomorrow.hopefully can complete the proposal and send it to my partners.
Another thing is 5th of June will be a nervous and special date for me,because i will know my year1 sem2 result on that day.i can do nothing but to pray,hopefully good lucks be with me.i have confidence in my result but things are not going to be great if have confidence only.Luck plays a very important role,perhaps only good luck but not bad luck.Keep waiting now while doing my spanish revision.
i will be taking my spanish paper on 11st june from 9-1130am.planning to go back to hometown on the same day as well.
Finally,this weekend will be going to UTM again because MYM want me to meet them before going back to my hometown.So,bring some notes go over there and perhaps can have a short but effective revision.Another purpose is to buy the bus tickets for me and YiSen.Planning to take the express bus back at JohorBahru.
ok.Short post today.Good luck to those who are reading my post and to myself as well.
bye.
Anyway,will be doing my stuff of Blitz 2008 project tomorrow.hopefully can complete the proposal and send it to my partners.
Another thing is 5th of June will be a nervous and special date for me,because i will know my year1 sem2 result on that day.i can do nothing but to pray,hopefully good lucks be with me.i have confidence in my result but things are not going to be great if have confidence only.Luck plays a very important role,perhaps only good luck but not bad luck.Keep waiting now while doing my spanish revision.
i will be taking my spanish paper on 11st june from 9-1130am.planning to go back to hometown on the same day as well.
Finally,this weekend will be going to UTM again because MYM want me to meet them before going back to my hometown.So,bring some notes go over there and perhaps can have a short but effective revision.Another purpose is to buy the bus tickets for me and YiSen.Planning to take the express bus back at JohorBahru.
ok.Short post today.Good luck to those who are reading my post and to myself as well.
bye.
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
S for Shieldtox ^^
Again,a cockroach visited me last night.Of course,i won't let it just visited me like that and i do nothing on it.thinking of why recently got so many cockroaches appear at my room.
see it ? ! it was just beaten by me. this cockroach likes to FLY around which is slightly different from that one in my previous post.
a closer view on it
yea. using insect killer to kill it.
winner & loser .... perhaps killer & victim.....
a closer view of my helper....well...the price tag is still there because just bought it in the evening which cost me $4.20..but it really does help a lot.
looks closer,it's not an ordinary insect killer but a cockroach killer with DETTOL added into it and somemore FREE 15 %...lolx...
yeah!! right now i no longer scare of cockroach because i've SHIELDTOX with me.
stop here.hopefully no more cockroach for me after that.
bye !
see it ? ! it was just beaten by me. this cockroach likes to FLY around which is slightly different from that one in my previous post.
a closer view on it
yea. using insect killer to kill it.
winner & loser .... perhaps killer & victim.....
a closer view of my helper....well...the price tag is still there because just bought it in the evening which cost me $4.20..but it really does help a lot.
looks closer,it's not an ordinary insect killer but a cockroach killer with DETTOL added into it and somemore FREE 15 %...lolx...yeah!! right now i no longer scare of cockroach because i've SHIELDTOX with me.
stop here.hopefully no more cockroach for me after that.
bye !
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
C for cockroach =.="
wondering of why I name my title in that way. You will know why after looking at a few photos.
1st photo,I bet you couldn't know what it's.
here comes 2nd one.still couldn't recognize it right?! maybe some of you can guess it but still not clear.
3rd photo,still not clear enough i guess.
4th photo,i think it's quite obvious.anyway,if really still want to find out more,see the next photos.
5th photo,for unaided eyes,i'm sure you can see it very clearly now.
6th & final photo,walao..so obvious..I bet you know what it's. yup. C for cockroach. Fucking disgusting. This fucking creature spoilt my night.
The incident was happened as follows. I was doing my spanish homework then SUDDENLY something which is moving fell within my sight.OMG!! it was this fucking creature.it was on the floor.i think i was not concentrating enough to do my homework, or else won't notice this creature which was on the floor.What crossing my mind was i can't let it co-exists with me and my roommate,i need to do something.as you can see in the photo,that was a transparent soft plastic which was used to put some biscuits was taken to catch this fucking creature.Of course,with my all-rounded talents in academic & non-academic stuffs,catching a creature isn't a big deal for me.With my perfect timing,Godlike accuracy & light-speed speed,settled it within 10 minutes,i got this creature namely cockroach.
Of course took a few photos before throwing it into toilet.That was all for the incident. lolx.
Stop here.. gonna dota again..
adios(bye in spanish)..
1st photo,I bet you couldn't know what it's.
here comes 2nd one.still couldn't recognize it right?! maybe some of you can guess it but still not clear.
3rd photo,still not clear enough i guess.
4th photo,i think it's quite obvious.anyway,if really still want to find out more,see the next photos.
5th photo,for unaided eyes,i'm sure you can see it very clearly now.
6th & final photo,walao..so obvious..I bet you know what it's. yup. C for cockroach. Fucking disgusting. This fucking creature spoilt my night.The incident was happened as follows. I was doing my spanish homework then SUDDENLY something which is moving fell within my sight.OMG!! it was this fucking creature.it was on the floor.i think i was not concentrating enough to do my homework, or else won't notice this creature which was on the floor.What crossing my mind was i can't let it co-exists with me and my roommate,i need to do something.as you can see in the photo,that was a transparent soft plastic which was used to put some biscuits was taken to catch this fucking creature.Of course,with my all-rounded talents in academic & non-academic stuffs,catching a creature isn't a big deal for me.With my perfect timing,Godlike accuracy & light-speed speed,settled it within 10 minutes,i got this creature namely cockroach.
Of course took a few photos before throwing it into toilet.That was all for the incident. lolx.
Stop here.. gonna dota again..
adios(bye in spanish)..
Sunday, May 25, 2008
Back again !!!!
Don't have the mood to write or post anything recently. Simply don't have mood. Not really know why was it. Till this moment, only regain the form to post something. Perhaps Eddy's & BihGuok's message cause me to post this one. lolx. find the reason a bit ridiculous right?!
Well,as what i said before,taking Spanish during this special term. Was studying Spanish for whole yesterday's afternoon. But today slacked whole day. Even if night i have nothing to do, won't take up Spanish to do revision on it also. Simply don't have mood. Spanish is a unique language. lolx. should say interesting since all the languages are unique,so do Spanish. But got some problems in learning it because it's an intensive course. We've to learn the level 1 spanish in 4 weeks time. Don't you think it's a bit CHALLENGING? lolx. That's why i have to keep repeatedly revising on it. But not today because no mood.
as you can see,this is my Spanish textbook.($30)
yup,this is exercise book for my spanish.($20)
nonetheless,have to get prepared with a spanish dictionary.($3)
these 3 books cost me 53 sing dollars. wow ! going to faint wasted so much $$.
anyway,what i can do right now is to keep working hard on it,making complaint is useless and pointless.
ohya! went out with Chun today. we went to queensway,bugis & simlim square. But bought nothing because have nothing wanna buy. lolx. was leaving around 4 something pm i guess.Chun went back to his sister's house then i went back to my campus. Damn tiring ! Taking a short nap then going for meeting at 7pm. It was dismissed at 9pm. Then i'm slacking till now.
hopefully tomorrow will regain the form to study la or else i'll get into trouble when attending the Spanish class in the coming week. Lagging too behind i guess. Really MUST wake up early to revise it. Whatever la, i do my best, God do the rest.
i'm here to tell MYM sekalian that i'm really desperate to go n meet you guys again in the coming week but i think i can't make it since i really have a very important discussion with my friend about the Spanish class. Maybe the week after that. Will confirm with you guys again.
ok. stop here. wanna sleep already. hopefully tomorrow is a nice day for me and for you who is reading my post as well.
i do believe life has its beauty to let human beings to discover it.
i also do trust that if something's bad happened,there will be something's good out there because everything in this universe has its way to balance itself.
ok.bye!
Well,as what i said before,taking Spanish during this special term. Was studying Spanish for whole yesterday's afternoon. But today slacked whole day. Even if night i have nothing to do, won't take up Spanish to do revision on it also. Simply don't have mood. Spanish is a unique language. lolx. should say interesting since all the languages are unique,so do Spanish. But got some problems in learning it because it's an intensive course. We've to learn the level 1 spanish in 4 weeks time. Don't you think it's a bit CHALLENGING? lolx. That's why i have to keep repeatedly revising on it. But not today because no mood.
as you can see,this is my Spanish textbook.($30)
yup,this is exercise book for my spanish.($20)
nonetheless,have to get prepared with a spanish dictionary.($3)these 3 books cost me 53 sing dollars. wow ! going to faint wasted so much $$.
anyway,what i can do right now is to keep working hard on it,making complaint is useless and pointless.
ohya! went out with Chun today. we went to queensway,bugis & simlim square. But bought nothing because have nothing wanna buy. lolx. was leaving around 4 something pm i guess.Chun went back to his sister's house then i went back to my campus. Damn tiring ! Taking a short nap then going for meeting at 7pm. It was dismissed at 9pm. Then i'm slacking till now.
hopefully tomorrow will regain the form to study la or else i'll get into trouble when attending the Spanish class in the coming week. Lagging too behind i guess. Really MUST wake up early to revise it. Whatever la, i do my best, God do the rest.
i'm here to tell MYM sekalian that i'm really desperate to go n meet you guys again in the coming week but i think i can't make it since i really have a very important discussion with my friend about the Spanish class. Maybe the week after that. Will confirm with you guys again.
ok. stop here. wanna sleep already. hopefully tomorrow is a nice day for me and for you who is reading my post as well.
i do believe life has its beauty to let human beings to discover it.
i also do trust that if something's bad happened,there will be something's good out there because everything in this universe has its way to balance itself.
ok.bye!
Friday, April 25, 2008
~~End of Final Exam = End of My 1st Year in NTU~~
Yeah!Just finished my last paper at 7pm just now. Just like what i wrote in the previous post,to be continued posting after finishing my exam. So,here comes my new post.
Well,will decorate my blog soon after get Eddy to teach me.So,sooner or later will have a 'new' blog.Be patient with it ba. lolx.
Ok.Now say something about my final exam.Well,for the core subjects which are physics2,math2,computing,not really difficult.So,hopefully can get good results again.May the good luck be with me.Actually my U is using so-called Bell curve.The grade is just simply depending on the number of students,for A+,it's the top 5% of the respective subject.So,is quite difficult to get it.Aiming for A is good enough because both also 5.00.Just the A+ sounds more 'highclass'.lolx.If compare to core subjects of last sem,the standard of questions is not that high.But now already submitted all the papers,i can do nothing but pray for it.i believe that i already did my best.So,God do the rest.
Next,move on to electives.i took 2 electives only for this sem which are CM102 & MB107.i have no much comments on these both.But still saying the same thing,hopefully the outcome is what i'm looking for.God bless me ya.
normally i won't post any post from tomorrow onwards till 2nd of May perhaps and maybe longer the period since i will be going to UTM find WeiChun on 2nd of May,spend a few days at UTM.i'm looking forward to that and hopefully have a lot of fun.
25th's evening 7.20pm flight to Penang airport from Johor Senai airport with HuiJung and HongKiat.then my bro goes there fetch me back to Kedah.normally just take around 50minutes can reach destination,much better than taking bus from Johor to Kedah which is taking up 11 hours.can save up to 10 hours,i feel quite pleased with that.
Will be staying at home for 1 week only because i'm going to take special sem in May until mid of June.The subject i will be studying during special term is Spanish.Wow! Sounds great , hopefully i can learn it well.
i think i should stop here because i'm just waiting for ShenWei taking his supper then will continue again to the 2nd round dota,which the 1st round was played from 10-12am.Got 1 month didnt play dota,need practice to get used to it again.
Ok.Stop here.Wish me have a safe journey back to hometown ba. Dota,here i come.
Bye.
Well,will decorate my blog soon after get Eddy to teach me.So,sooner or later will have a 'new' blog.Be patient with it ba. lolx.
Ok.Now say something about my final exam.Well,for the core subjects which are physics2,math2,computing,not really difficult.So,hopefully can get good results again.May the good luck be with me.Actually my U is using so-called Bell curve.The grade is just simply depending on the number of students,for A+,it's the top 5% of the respective subject.So,is quite difficult to get it.Aiming for A is good enough because both also 5.00.Just the A+ sounds more 'highclass'.lolx.If compare to core subjects of last sem,the standard of questions is not that high.But now already submitted all the papers,i can do nothing but pray for it.i believe that i already did my best.So,God do the rest.
Next,move on to electives.i took 2 electives only for this sem which are CM102 & MB107.i have no much comments on these both.But still saying the same thing,hopefully the outcome is what i'm looking for.God bless me ya.
normally i won't post any post from tomorrow onwards till 2nd of May perhaps and maybe longer the period since i will be going to UTM find WeiChun on 2nd of May,spend a few days at UTM.i'm looking forward to that and hopefully have a lot of fun.
25th's evening 7.20pm flight to Penang airport from Johor Senai airport with HuiJung and HongKiat.then my bro goes there fetch me back to Kedah.normally just take around 50minutes can reach destination,much better than taking bus from Johor to Kedah which is taking up 11 hours.can save up to 10 hours,i feel quite pleased with that.
Will be staying at home for 1 week only because i'm going to take special sem in May until mid of June.The subject i will be studying during special term is Spanish.Wow! Sounds great , hopefully i can learn it well.
i think i should stop here because i'm just waiting for ShenWei taking his supper then will continue again to the 2nd round dota,which the 1st round was played from 10-12am.Got 1 month didnt play dota,need practice to get used to it again.
Ok.Stop here.Wish me have a safe journey back to hometown ba. Dota,here i come.
Bye.
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